Rant post because i need it.

Internship is coming to an end soon and i have a 10 page report plus 7 weeks worth of reflections to churn out. It's killing my brain cells at a super fast speed because i have to start using my brain after like 2 months+ of doing tasks that do not require me to think. I'm trying really fucking hard not to break down and just cry in frustration though i really want to. What am i suppose to write for 12 weeks if i was just doing the same tasks everyday?! What is there to reflect on?!

And added to the weekly reflections and 10 page report, we are also required to write ejournals using our school's email every 2 weeks. I am a fucking forgetful person. Even if i set a reminder on that day, I WILL STILL FORGET ABOUT IT AT THE END OF THE DAY. I missed last week's ejournal and i only realised it today. I know it's only 2% BUT FUCK IT I NEED EVERY PERCENTAGE I CAN GET IF I WANNA PASS THIS SHIT. 

Ok i am not feeling any better after ranting out. Back to the fucking reflections.